Kitty Kwela...

Headline... We already have a cat in our house! And she's accompanying our 5 biggie dogs... I'm feeling happy because after months and years of waiting, we have once again a little kitty to be taken care of, to be our joy, and... to be added to my mommy's budget for animal tummies. Well, what's a canine without a fenine?

I'm very happy because I love it everytime there are cats around, except for their very foul poopoos. Pero despite that reality, I would tell everybody that I really, ad certainly love cats!!! And since I have the pride and honor of giving her a name (yah, it's a catgirl), I'm in a dilemma what to name this very little pussy... I don't know, I'll let you know in the next few posts.

JoEzeMa,ccs :)

Thoughts after praying...

I just came home after praying the rosary alone at the Chapel. As I was walking, thoughts came passing like wind...

Ano ang gagawin ko?
Pagkatapos ng pagdarasal ko, ano na ang susunod kong gagawin?
Parang may gusto akong gawin na hindi ko alam kung ano.
May gumugulo sa isipan ko...
Makakapagtiis pa ba ako, pagkatapos ng alon ng lahat ng mga narinig ko?
Feeling plastik na ako, tulong ng tulong, wala naman sa loob.
Ginugulo ako ng konsensya ko...

Ano ang gagawin ko?

JoEzeMa,ccs :)

the HeLL Prof... zino ziya???

I would begin the post with a quote on teachers...

I realized that being a teacher
is incomparable.
As we teach our students,
we learn how to cover our sorrow with a smile.
We learn how to stay vigorous
despite all the tasks we endure.
We learn how to give hope
eventhough ours is unclearly seen.
We learn how to give strength
even at times that we are weak.
Nobody would know what kind of
life a teacher has...
...unless we become one.

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Now, what's behind all these? I would like to share with you my present problem regarding my classes. Actually, it's just another prof prob, but this time, it was a little bit painful inside. How did I said so?

Imagine this... you are doing nothing with your prof. Then suddenly, he would tell very awful words as if he is taking off all your clothes, leaving your soul bare. Imagine further, you would hear very nice words like...
- Take your seat, or your seat will take you.
- Don't look at me, You are not worth looking at me! Look me not!
- YOU ARE NOT WORTHFUL,... YOU ARE FORGETFUL!!!
- LAHAT KAIBIGAN KO, MALIBAN SA ISA DYAN.
- GOOD BYE SA INYONG LAHAT... MALIBAN SA ISA DYAN.
- Bawal ang "For me,..." (moments later...) Hindi nga For me, "PERHAPS" naman!!! Anu ba yan? wala na bang ibang salita dyan?
- Are you Perfect? You're not Perfect, right? Want 5.00? Ano?
...Well, kung naiisip nyo nang jombagin ang prof na ito after the class, bahala kayo. But if you ask me, and what I'm doing right now... I would possibly say, "Ok lang naman... kaya pa!"

OO, masakit kasi as a student na hindi mo naman inaasahang makakarinig ka ng ganun, parang masarap pumatay ng prof, at parang gagawin mo nga talaga, having the fact na he belongs to the Federation. Oo, I would dare tell this... BAKLA SIYA!!! At tanging bakla lang ang makakagawang pumuna sa kapwa niya mula ulo hanggang paa. At napakasakit nun, kasi hindi mo naman inaasahan ang mga bagay na ganun...

I continually pray that the Lord would guide me, my professors and my classmates... Only He would give us the light necessary for this bad happening to be a little bit... better.

This also serves as my training ground... I know that I would undergo situations more bitter than that. Sanayan lang yan... Yun.

Bahala na kung malaman niya ang post na ito... magkasakitan na. At least, hindi ko itinago ang nararamdaman ko. Masakit nga, pero dapat ko itong tiisin... I'm the student, he's the master... It's the matter of sacrifice.

God, Your Divine Will be done now and always.

JoEzeMa,ccs :)

COINS-OUT!!! (Different thoughts, one blogpost...)

We go quiet time today... as we go deeper through classes, and Church work. Spending a lot for the sake of what we need. Trying to mend-up things to conform with what we feel is the sign of the times.

-I actually feel a little bit tired with the problems that passed by this week. It feels as if I'm carefully drowning. Pero I keep telling myself, OO, kaya ko pa!!!

-Sino o ano ang pinapatahimik kahapon sa Gospel? the storm and waves? the problems? or the mouth of the person beside you... sobrang ingay kasi, eh!!!!

-Bakit ayaw ng mommy ko sa background pic ko sa TSS? ewan ko. Pero ang sabi niya, mukha daw akong alien, maraming kulay.

-Ano ang hinihiling ko para sa FS ko ngayong naka-500 friends na ako? Simple lang... sana, umangat na ang friends' list ko. 501 pa rin kasi, eh... ayaw gumalaw!!!

-Ano ang meron sa karamihan sa mga computer ngayon...? Isang message na nagsasabing You may be a victim of software counterfeiting... lagot ka!!! magnanakaw ka ng software!!! Ipa-validate mo na yan!!!

-Isa sa mga una kong sinabi sa Youth Mass last Saturday: May we request those who sit at the back to please occupy the front pews. Thank You... Sa tagalog po, yung mga nasa likuran, kung pwede po, lumipat po tayo sa harap. Salamat po!!!

-New addition to my clothes: a new cream Polo Barong, suitable for my Lector uniform. Para nga daw seminarista!!!

-Ang bagong tawag sa akin ng mga kaklase ko... Oii, TSUPETO!!! isubo mo, isubo mo, Tsupeto!!! (Syempre, may Panopio... kaklase ko naman yun!!!)

-Mga taguri sa aking sapatos: (1) BOTA, because of the hi-cut; (2) DE-GULONG, dahil resemblant siya sa roller shoes! Isa lang ang sagot ko... Inggit lang kayo!!!

-A New Issue: nakatira daw ako sa Kumbento, dahil lago daw ako roon. Minsan kong pinangarap yun... at least natupad yun sa issue. hehe

-Kapag tinanong mo ang prof mo kung prof mo rin siya sa isa mo pang subject, tapos sinagot ka ng GO TO HELL, AYOKO NGA!, expect mo nang papasok rin siya sa isa mo pang subject.

-What's wrong with passing through a crowd of freshmen boys? their attitude. Imaging walking through that crowd na hindi mo kilala, tapos bigla kang papalakpakan! Que Horror!

-Eto naman. What's wrong with going to the Cathedral alone? Feeling OP. Talaga. Pero at least, may mga nakasama rin naman akong kakilala ko.

-Feeling kawawa na naman ako... Why? Looking na naman kasi ako, eh, parang napag-iwanan na naman... bakit kasi nawala pa si ano eh!!! kakainis!!!

-Isang panawagan sa kanila na naiinsecure sa mga mukha nila... Your face is your only companion. Wag mong kasuklaman ang mukha mo!

-I'm missing my "children" na naman! Sana naman, magkaroon na ako ng oras para sa mga anak ko. I love them very much!!!

-Maling pag-ibig... Nothing's bad, pero it's wrong.

-One more thing... message ko sa kanila na feeling maganda at nagmamalinis... wag na kayong magmalinis!!! andumi-dumi mo, eh!!!

Yun lang... July na!!! Ilang linggo na lang!!! hahay!!! wala na namang handa!!! hehehehehe....

JoEzeMa,ccs :)